I want to try different things from gaming, acting and art that other's already do, but mostly to see if that's really what I want to do. I kind of want to feel like I do exist but at the same time do not want to and I also need to keep it simple so I won't end up with mixed anxiety and depressing feelings when I sometimes end up making it way too difficult for me to handle where professionalism and perfection is so much demanded by others to judge that I lose sight for who I want to be and where I want to go with my life. I need it simple and easy so I won't redo it over and over again, because it's difficult for me to feel satisfied with whatever I do or done already without others opinions and judgement. The "perfectionism" is too much for me to handle. Especially when it's theirs view of perfection and most times feel that they need to judge and downgrade ones creative work. I urge you to be kind at all times, a lot of people cannot handle criticism or judgement from others of their creations they've tried their best with.
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May 2024
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