And here it is, the end of another year. Now question is: am I going to continue to do this blog thing, or anything social media thing or not...? Because I've been pending back and forth about how crappy one or other thing is not working or that it's being overused or simply not fun to do anymore, such as medias, people, myself. I've been put to the edge for a while now and it's tiring. I need to once again take a step back and find myself, what I want to do and to find if it's worth doing it. But a lot has happened in just these few months. I think this is the first time I've experienced a real heartbreak of losing someone.
To think it would be so painful and long lasting emptiness I would feel of losing a close old friend. I miss when you purr, laying on my chest. I miss having you next to me when sleeping and waking up with your butt next to my face. I miss having someone to talk to that is not a silent ghost. I miss having someone to watch movies with, dance with and simply having someone wait for me by the door, crying to be let in because you're (always) hungry. Time will make the heartbreak more manageable... right?
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